Among the Violets

Here on the ground I stand

The place where my eternity lies

Picturesque, the trees and meadow flowers all throughout 

A perfect place to die

I chose its isolation

I find solace in its silence 

My future hidden tomb

Lost among the violets

I only lived

Under different shades of fear 

No friend to be made

Shying from a world so drear

Playing masquerade 

I can only imagine a future when you stand here too

Contemplate the lives beneath the other stones

With names, dates, caring words

And wonder about this unknowns’

Born and died a nobody

Unloved in life, unmourned in death

My daughter

From birth, it haunts

In search for souls

Hidden in the shadows

Gazing and gazing

Unfazed

Sometimes pouncing

Too soon

Never late

I held her hand

And he, mine

Russian dolls

As empty inside

I see her now

My daughter

Too small, too beautiful

To have the earth cover her.

Fireflies

How odd a feeling

To see you now,

After years

Of silence.

A screen door

Locked

Between our worlds

The earthquake of my heart

Has moved to my feet

We didn’t love

A brief brush of hands

Tender words

But you were my world!

Do you remember how fireflies ruled the nights?

We, two travelers, grasping at their guiding lights.

We couldn’t have known that they soon would go

The path that almost was

Is written on the pages

Of a hidden yellow book

Occasionally it opens

To keep it rosy

Your eyes find mine

Smile

She grabs your hand

We Danced

When you left

The air was not yet crisp

Trees still wore crowns of green

And birds did still sing

Days were bright and endless

Nights were full of light

Consuming us in its glory

And untold stories

We loved

Yet danced around the words

Afraid of illusions

Afraid of reality

Now you’re gone

And the air burns

Trees are bare

And silence roars

Days are dim and quick

And nights cover loneliness

I loved

Yet never told

You, my soul